Paul Robinson English Channel Swim 7/26/2011
Fred (the Pilot) told us to be at the marina at 5:30 so I got up at 4:15 to get some breakfast and got moving towards Folkestone. Keith had driven down there the night before so he knew how to get there. Keith had procured a wetsuit so he could do some swimming with me. Let’s see I had 4 mini blueberry muffins and 2 bananas with orange juice and coffee. As we drove down to the boat I could feel myself getting a little nervous. That “how did I get myself into this” feeling was starting to creep in and I had not even taken a stroke yet! Usually I ask myself that question when I’ve been swimming for several hours. Mentally I can combat such thoughts by reminding myself of all the cold nights I trained by myself in the dark of the Eads pool or the funky night swim I did in the lake or the hot masters swim practices….. None of that seemed to come to mind this morning. All I had was my task at hand, some very good friends, and me. This wasn’t the way I had thought this moment would go. I thought I’d be riding on the boat to Shakespeare beach with a well-prepared body and mind – confident in the preparations I had made and in my skills which had very rarely ever let me down. These were things that I knew, but they were not in the front of my mind. What was in the front of my mind was “how did I get myself into this”?
On the boat ride to the beach I mainly talked to the observer who asked me a few basic questions and then told me some basic rules – no touching the boat or anyone on board. The pilot’s word was final and absolute – all things I already knew. He also said that I should go ahead and attach my light sticks to my suit then we could activate them as needed later. Well, I didn’t have a way to attach my light sticks to my suit so we decided to string one on some clear goggles then I could switch goggles if it got dark on me. I knew this was unlikely since we were starting before six am and the sun didn’t set until almost 10 pm.
Pretty soon we arrived at the beach. Bridget put most of a small container of vaseline on my arm pits, on my neck, shoulders and between my thighs – anywhere I would have skin on skin friction got some vaseline. Then Fred Mardle asked me if I was ready. I said “yes” and I unceremoniously jumped in and swam onto the beach. The shore was very rocky with many small rocks the size of large marbles. I only had to get out of the water then I would walk in and the clock would start. I said an Our Father and stepped into the English Channel for the swim of my life.
The conditions at the start were really great – minimal wind – sky clear and the sun was coming up. There were some pretty good clouds on the horizon and I thought about lightning. Nothing to do about that now. I suppose that would be Fred’s call. There was a slight swell on the water – I had definitely seen worse at Lake Texoma.
Now in the first hour my left lat muscle in my back started giving me some trouble. Nothing really terrible, but it was the kind of pain that could build and get to be a real problem after a few hours of swimming. I tried to remain calm and didn’t let my mind go negative. I thought about what I could do with what I had. I figured I could either ramp up the ibuprofen or attack the problem at its source, if I could figure out what that source problem was…On a whim I tried pulling with my left hand and forearm a little closer in to my body. My reasoning was that this would put less pressure on my Latissimus Dorsi (pulling muscle) and shoulder then I might be able to head this off. Sure enough after 50 strokes or so I started to notice a big difference. 100 strokes in I was fine and I believe this was the first big hurdle I had to handle for the day. This lat problem was the thing that almost ended my day early in the 10 hour swim Easter weekend, so working through the problem in this way was a big boost to my confidence.
From a nutrition standpoint we had decided to stick with an aggressive feeding schedule which began 20 minutes into the swim. I would be taking a fairly concentrated dose of accelerade each stop with one or two gu gels (100 calories plus 20 mg of caffeine) every other stop. Then we would try to work in some ¼ sandwiches (peanut butter and honey) as possible. Later we would try some broth heated. I would say that the feeding schedule was working well for the first six hours. Everything I was given was tolerated well although after about four or five hours I was feeling somewhat bloated and my desire to eat diminished somewhat. I thought this was a bad sign at the time and now I’m sure it was. The energy I was expending was out pacing the rate at which I could replenish. So if you graphed the situation it might look like this:
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I was swimming along pretty well until about 6 hours. By then, however, I estimate my caloric deficit to be almost 5,000 calories.. I think at this point I was now dipping into fat to supplement my sugar intake. The body can’t do this as efficiently so the amount of work the body can do decreases. Marathoners call it hitting the wall. I also got into this “hole” on the 10 hour swim and had gotten through it. Not only was I feeling tired, sleepy, drained and generally yucky, I was starting to lose my concentration and my positive attitude. Thankfully this is not a new sensation on the 4 ironman races and various other triathlons and adventure races I have done I’ve been in this situation many times before. Usually it is impossible to come back without really slowing down // stopping to catch up. I did have some things in my favor:
- I was hydrated
- I could increase my caloric intake some
- I could use caffeine to help bring myself around
One thing I could not do was slow down. If I eased up too much I’d start getting cold, and most people who fail to make it across fail due to hypothermia. We started trying to increase the calories and I know Mark was slipping me some 200 mg caffeine pills to help me get over the hump.
Keith got in the water with me for a little while at this point. It really was good to see him get some use out of his wetsuit, but it really was not doing me very much good. I had my pace hat I had established over the prior year and the six hours of that swim for that day. I was pressing as hard as I reasonably could to maximize my performance while still keeping it together. So what I’m saying is that having Keith there was nice from a standpoint of seeing a friendly face, but I could not use him to correct any pacing problem as there was not a problem in that area. He ended up swimming with me for about 20 minutes then once back aboard he had to wait at least 1 hour before getting back in. My concern was that I might inadvertently run into him and get disqualified so I told him to stay on the boat.
Then at about 8 ½ hours in my stomach started feeling quite a bit worse. At the next stop (can’t remember if it was 8:20 or 8:40, but I asked for some ibuprofen to help combat some pain I was having in my left shoulder. I got the accelerade down then the pill-infused gu. After about 10 seconds I got sick and lost everything I had eaten for at least the last 40 minutes. Amazingly I felt better though. Mark had a “Holy Crap” moment because he saw me throwing up under water as I took a wave in the face. He was sure I’d inhale at least a quart of seawater into my lungs, but, alas, I didn’t. Somehow I just threw up and turned and started swimming again. I’ve always had that level of comfort in the water – it’s always been kind of a power I’ve had in the water to just know what to do instinctively which is funny since my Mom can’t swim. I kept swimming and in the next 2 stops I took only water and maybe a sandwich quarter. All the stomach bloating I had suffered with was gone.
Now France was getting much bigger. I had previously estimated that if I could swim a 2 mph for about 11 hours I’d be done. So at about 9 ½ hours I decided to play my last card – I started kicking. It was all I could do at that point. My back was holding up, my right shoulder was fine, but my left shoulder hurt. Thankfully, although I don’t know why with my vomiting, my energy was good. We all knew that my energy would not hold up so we started trying to get some calories in via gu and washed down with water. This combination seemed to be working so we pretty much stayed with that until the end.
My kick was holding and France was big, but it appeared not to be getting any closer. Fred Mardle stuck his head out and said what I thought was “a little more that one mile”. This was great! I’d be done in 30 minutes which would put me in at just under 11 hours. I picked up the pace even more, but that was a mistake as I felt a huge wave of fatigue wash over me. I went back to a more stable base pace that I had been using with the amplified kick. This way a pace that I thought I could hold for a while. France was still very large ahead, but I didn’t seem to be getting any closer.
In my research about Channel swimming I had read a number of stories of folks who had gotten within a mile or two of the French Coast who couldn’t get past the tide and had to quit after hours of swimming in place just a mile off shore. That had sounded bad – kind of like my idea of hell-swimming and swimming but never getting anywhere.
Through the day I had been impressed with the clarity of the water. I had been able to see 10’ or 12’ down without too much trouble. The small plankton and matter in the water on the surface was visible if you focused on it. With my vision (nearsighted) I could see it now as I approached France. I could see that I was still swimming forward through it but still France wasn’t getting any bigger.
Finally Fred emerged from the pilothouse and called to me “A little more than a mile”. All I could think of was anger as that was what he had said 20 minutes ago. Had I been swimming in place like all those I had read about? Was I going to fail? No, say it isn’t so. I’ve got a better swimming pedigree than any of those other people who swam in place and then were pulled from the water with a mile to go. Trying not to dwell on the negative I asked my crew for clarification. Was I making forward progress? They assured me that I was and that helped. I kept swimming. Later, I found out that we all misunderstood Fred the first time. He meant to tell us that we had a little more than 2 miles, then the second time a little more than one mile.
Anyway in that last mile that would last about 30 minutes I tried to keep my spirits up and to keep some calories going in. To my crew’s credit they accomplished these things for me. Cheering and shouting support all the way and always knowing just the right thing for me to eat.
Pretty soon I saw a buoy and I soon realized that Fred’s boat “Masterpiece” couldn’t go past that buoy. I had also noticed that they had put the inflatable boat in the water. Either they thought I was going to quit or I was getting close to the beach. It was the latter. Fred and the crew advised me to go for the beach on my own so I started in after it. My line was not great (I know this) and everybody started screaming for me to change my direction. They were so worked up it was kind of funny.
At this point I knew I was going to make it for sure. I swam hard for the beach that was no more than 200 meters more. I watched for some rocks as I had heard the slope on the French side was much more gentle than on the English side.
Pretty soon I saw some movement – fish then in a few more strokes some rock formations and then I was able to touch the bottom. I dived down briefly and touched a rock. Wow, that felt great! I kept swimming as I knew that I could almost always swim faster than I could walk. In triathlons I’m always swimming right past people who don’t know this. They try to wade in as soon as they can put a foot down.
Now it was just me coming up on the beach. The inflatable boat had been launched and I had heard its small outboard motor running briefly.
I came up on the beach and walked out of the water. This was the moment I had been waiting for. For a year and a half at least, and probably more like 20 years. I stopped my watch at 11:29.54. Later the observer would say 11:31 which I guess is what goes in the record book. He admittedly said that he couldn’t see me well enough at the end to confirm exactly when I had gotten out of the water. I knew and it was 11:29.54. Not a bad time for an old fat man like me
So I was in France finally. Priority #l: Find a French Rock, Priority#2: Enjoy the moment, Priority #3: Get back to the boat before I freeze.
Priority 1 would be no problem. I wanted a good looking rock that would look nice on the mantle and one that could be engraved. Got it.
Priority 2 – Not a problem. I tried to re-trace the last couple of years in my mind. The ups/downs and the rarely mentioned “in betweens”. Years in my mind. I thought about all the people who had helped me get to this beach. The adrenaline was flowing and that was the only thing that was keeping me going.
Priority 3 began to be a concern since the adrenaline was weaning off and I was starting to get really tired. Unfortunately my little boat was way behind. Apparently Harry (Fred’s Son) had lost his motor. The little 4 horse outboard was not working so he was rowing. I figured whatever was going to happen was not going to do so quickly so I started swimming back out to Harry.
Since I had stopped swimming my arms were starting to not function. A weak breast stroke was all I could manage. After a few minutes I got to Harry’s little boat where I was able to crawl in. The ride was a cold one and I was starting to really shiver. Harry gave me one of those plastic thermal blankets they give you after a marathon – it was better than nothing and finally we got back to the boat. I fortunately had a good set of sweats and gloves and socks so that I could kind of get warm. I still shivered for an hour of the 2 ½ hour ride back to Folkstone.
My tongue was all wrinkly like your fingertips look when you’ve been in the water for a long time. My throat was very sore. It took 2 ½ hours to get back and in that time I just tried to get comfortable which was hard. I knew I had some Tylenol with codeine back in the house. That combined with 50 mg of benadryl would help me get to sleep that night but now I wanted to hang with my crew and chat about what we had just accomplished. We went into a fish and chips place right next to the marina. I was starting to warm up some now and as I did I really felt the extreme nature of my tiredness.
Our conversation at dinner focused on the high points of the swim:
*The 6 hour slump – how Mark asked me questions “how does your body feel?” to which I replied with a thumbs down, and “how does your head feel” to which I had lied and gave a thumbs up. Mark saw the lie!!
*Barfing at 8 ½ hours
*The un-ending last mile
*The crew confessed that they couldn’t get a good picture of me on the beach. Bummer, they were so far out and the boat was usually facing the wrong direction.
*Fred’s fantastic ability to run the boat to protect the swimmer and his inability to use the spoken word to communicate thoughts and ideas